| all this election fuss. over 1 million in Florida have already voted. i think thats great. the lines are about 3 hours long at some places - which prompted me to use an absentee ballot this time. i was raised Baptist and i like guns maybe i will vote Repulican. lol 
God Bless America! |
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My nephew...the scared Republican |
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| Life. Ahhh to live. There is lots of change ahead. It makes my tummy tingle but I'm looking forward to it. (no im not pregnant, you weirdos).I think I've aged soo much this past year & a half. Literally, i can see my smiley wrinkles. The surgery went well although I'm still adjusting, we are not yet sure if it's my pancreas giving hassle or just general inflamation. But I keep on keeping on, nothing really keeps me from going. I think the bouts of pain have given me lots of time to think about what is important and what is not. I keep thinking that life is short and I really do want to live it without getting caught up in what everyone else tells us is important or expected. There is no standard formula that equates to happiness, only this recipie of things we choose for ourselves. I'm quite happy to make my recipie,on my own ,and the one I create with my husband, who is super great. All this machismo of being the best of this title and that title... and having the greener grass, its all rubbish. I want to be the best Shayla i can be, not the best "Mrs. Look My Life is Textbook & Therefore Without Sin" . The more I see that in people the more i find myself running far, farrrr away from them. I'm ok with the people who tell me the truth, those are my people. Enough blah blah. It's time for me to end this chatter and Moooovee On  I feel like shouting "FULL STEAM AHEAD!!!!" |
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| Christmas Day is near and Im excited. This season is completely diffrent from last year and for this Im glad. Im having a nice time with all the parties and seeing old friends around the neighborhood. Its going to be odd not opening presents on Christmas Eve (parents being out of town) but I'm pretty sure I will cope LOL. Next Friday is my gallbladder surgery. It seems like it creeped up on me. My next one wont be for quite some time after. Whenever its deemed absolutely neccessary, which is good cause Im quite attached to my pancreas. lol. I am very blessed to have friends who care enough to drop by or call and volunteer their time while I recover. Makes me feel mushy. =) ok ....enough mush. i can't handle it. LOL Merry Christmas!!!!! |
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| Im really trying not to be a grouch. Im all smilies on the outside but on the inside I feel  and just darn tired. Its like one of those things where you are totally healthy ....until you go to the doctor. lol and they tell you that eventually you'll have to get surgery. but other than that...im healthy. lol I think im just grouchy from being so dang hungry. I think liquid diets can do that to a person. on the bright side...I think im down five pounds..woohoo. i hope to eat some turkey this year. and despite the fuss Im feeling quite christmasy. Im going through all the decorations, maybe buy the tree this week so we can have a decorating party. |
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